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11 posts from June 2007

June 29, 2007

Fresh California Flowers

Stumbled over this scene yesterday in the hacienda-like lobby of the Fess Parker Resort.  Of course one knows that the fabulous flowers are arranged by someone, but I've never been on scene when it was happening. 

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Arrival.   I was surprised how many people were required to unload and arrange all the flowers.

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It looks like a banquet.  The older man was so efficient, his hands stripping away the leaves from a flower that looked like a pink artichoke.   


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I liked the blue tips on each flower, keeping water in.  Who knew that was how flowers were shipped.  I did notice these were California flowers, thus supporting the local economy.


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Such an elegant scene.

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Laying the ground work.   I wish I'd been able to get a shot of the finish, but my ride came and I had to go. 

I am quite tired this morning, but I'll have some things from the conference to share in a day or two. 

June 25, 2007

Moments in Santa Barbara

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---Saturday evening, Ray Bradbury spoke.  Aged but dapper in a blue suit with a red tie, he spoke of how his work had all come out of his passions.  Best words of wisdom: "It's a lark!"   Ah, yes, I remember.

There are few books I loved more than Dandelion Wine, and it's hard not to be starstruck in the presence of such a Master. 

---Sunday morning, perhaps energized by the talk, I awoke very, very early and wandered down to the beach, which was quite deserted.  I took the time to do some yoga, mainly because something in my mind insisted it would be something good to do--stand in the sand and embrace asanas and breathe with the ocean.  The air was damp on my face, bare feet nestled in the sand, sailboats bobbing hard on the Sbfoggybeach waves just beyond buoys.  In and out the waves breathed. 

Then I walked, mostly accompanied only by a seagull or two. The day before, I saw some very large birds, perhaps herons, landing on the water, bobbing and skimming without much hurry, but this morning, there were only solitary gulls, a single jogger, and two dogs playing by the tent of a woman who gave me the peace sign.   Her hair was tousled.  One of her dogs was a muscular young pit bull with a trailing rope around his neck and a not-reassuring thick chain around his neck.  He greeted me politely enough, a clever star wrestler, then dashed off to roll his buddy.

I walked for an hFlower_foamour, out and back, and noticed an intriguing trail of debris.  A flower, here and there--a pink Gerber daisy, a rose, a scattering of petals. They trailed for a mile or more, dropped as if a bouquet had been torn apart, a flower at a time.  I wondered who had dropped it, what story  lay behind it.  Was it the bouquet from a wedding I saw at the hotel the night before, scattered by the bridesmaid who caught it?  Why let it go? It seemed angry, but so methodical, the Goldilocks line of petals and flowers fed to a night-dark beach. 

--This afternoon, Robin La Fevers and I wandered over to the Mission, which is, after all my name mission, and I shot a lot of photos because I dreamed of it all year.    I leave you with some of the best photos I shot there today:                                                                                       

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I seriously love this waterlily photo.  The reflection is such a delight.

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This is a table at the foot of Jesus in the mausoleum.  Prayers in many languages, though mostly English and Spanish, adored every imaginable piece of paper.  Quite moving, honestly.

This is an astonishingly beautiful place.  Tomorrow, another walk, perhaps, or catching up on other work, or....oh I don't know.  Something. 

How about you?

June 22, 2007

Who should paint your portrait?

I'm on the road in Santa Barbara, where I believe we are about to have an excellent time. Shot a few photos, but they were not particularly interesting.    Sometime this week, I hope to get back to the mission, which I have been thinking about since last year--it is a singularly amazing visual pleasure--and will share those photos with you.

In the meantime,  shallow little pleasure for you (and who ever said all pleasures should be meaningful, hmm?   Is a rootbeer float meaningful?).   Go see who should paint your portrait.  This is my result:

Who Should Paint You: Gustav Klimt
Sensual and gorgeous, you would inspire an enchanting portrait..
With just enough classic appeal to be hung in any museum!

June 20, 2007

Beef

I've had a pound of ground beef in the fridge for a few days.  I keep meaning to make krautburgers for CR because he loves them and my recipe is really, really excellent. 

But I don't seem to be able to cook the beef.  I have more or less given it up over the past couple of years.  I didn't like it anymore and it bothered me that there were so many hormones and chemicals in most beef, so I chose to stop eating it.  More or less.   

Truth is, though, I like the way cows look.  They have pretty eyes and they're so calm and they never seem to have a mean bone in their bodies.  There are a lot of cows in Colorado, okay?  It started to bother me every time I cut into a piece of beef.

I didn't make a production of it or anything.  I just kind of stopped eating it 99% of the time.  Then, weirdly, I became very sensitive to dairy and had to start eating all organic dairy, then almost no dairy at all.  And no bacon, even though I do think it tastes very, very good, because it's too fatty.  And, well, if you'r e not going to eat bacon, there's not much about pork I find appealing.  Which leaves the white meats, and it's silly, but I don't mind eating birds for some reason, even though it really, really, really bothered me when my cat murdered a baby the other day.  (Not only murdered him.  Left him half dying just outside the office.  My sister said, "Next time, just break his neck.  It's the kind thing do do."  And she's right...but break a baby bird's neck? Reach out and turn its little head and let it snap?  And you think I would ever sleep again?")

Which is so very hypocritical but all I started out to say was I think this beef is never going to get cooked because I'm really not going to be able to cook it.  I might have to learn how to be a totally vegetarian foodie, of which there are many.   

I do not mean in anyway to say anyone else should ever feel badly about chowing down a steak right in front of me.  I think eating lobster is gross, too, and don't even get me started on all those "delicacies" like livers and hearts and intestines. Not. In. This. Lifetime.   But I don't need to make everybody love the same foods I love or avoid the foods I avoid. 

What is something you love to eat that others hate, or you hate and other adore?


June 15, 2007

The Not Writing Time

Or, mostly I'm still just going to yoga and sitting on the back porch reading novels and eating watermelon.

Writing:
  I haven't been blogging about writing because I haven't been writing.   So to speak.  The past couple of weeks have been engaged in various business things. Elena and Co will be out in about a year (or so).  I know, I know.  It's long.  But that's the way it goes sometimes.

In the meantime, I've been working on a novella for Harlequin, and playing with the Four Inspired on a new paranormal collection that's turning out to be a lot of fun.  I've been catching up on emails and conducting a couple of classes.  I've been reading a lot, which counts as work for any writer.   

Cooking:  I have thought about cooking, but it's been hot and all I've been eating is watermelon.  Yesterday, I felt slightly inspired and attempted some chile-spiced crepes with chicken and goat cheese.  The crepes were lovely, once I got the hang of the pan (and what is a crepe but a pancake?) but the mixture inside wasn't as appealing as I'd hoped.  It needs something else...maybe pine nuts.  Or some sharp cold vegetable.  Not sure.   We ate the crepes alone with a tomato salad.

Mainly, though, I have to say I've been eating watermelon.  It's good.  It's cool.  It's sweet.

Photos:  I have been shooting photos, because there are no words in photos and pictures.  It's quite rejuvenating.   Here are some of my garden. 

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St. Francis and the Begonia.   I love the little tear on the begonia petal.


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I didn't grow lavender last year, but it is one of my very favorite scents and I like to look at it, too.   I love to hang lavender wands in my closet and let the buds fall off into things.  A surprise waft of scent when I put it on.

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This one just felt calm and still, like a perfect moment of meditation.

Eventually, the hustle and bustle will begin again.  For now, I'm enjoying the respite. 

June 11, 2007

Camp for writers: the Santa Barbara Writers Conference

Next week, I'm off to Santa Barbara for the conference I first attended last year.  I'll be teaching each morning, walking on the beach every afternoon, and listening to the wisdom of a great variety of writers every evening.  The conference showed up in The New York Times:

Also welcoming writers of varying abilities is the Santa Barbara Writers Conference. Some participants, said Marcia Meier, the director, “come back year after year for motivation, inspiration and to see friends.” One woman, she added, “has been coming for 20 years and actually met her husband here, and they wrote a book together...read more from the New York Times article


June 09, 2007

Follow your bliss

It's been a very busy week here, thus the short posts.    Here is another one, just to remind you to do things you love this week.   

My eldest son is a summer intern with a NYC law firm this summer.  Having. A. Blast.   Tidy and bespectacled and cleanly handsome, he wears polo shirts to work and walks to the subway with his girlfriend, who works in government. 

His younger brother, not even two years younger, is playing bass with a heavy metal band. They're actually getting real money to play, and landing gigs like crazy.  Having. The. Time. Of. His. Life.   He's muscled and tattooed and pierced (had his lip pierced a few blocks from his brother's East Village digs, actually) and cheerful.

Eldest has been in love with law since he discovered the Constitution.  Youngest always said he was going to Get Discovered.   

We usually know, deep down inside, what we're here for.  My sister was a mortgage banker with a husband, two kids, a big house, and plenty of money.  She decided, quite startlingly and suddenly at the age of 32 that she wanted to be a nurse.  She quit her job and went back to school, much to everyone's astonishment.  She is a nurse.  A very devoted oncology nurse who loves her job every second of every day.

Maybe because I am so happy in my own chosen vocation, I believe that keying into our true vocation has more power to grant satisfaction and lifelong happiness than any other single thing.  The trick is to follow your bliss wherever it goes.  Bass player? Lawyer? Writer? Dentist?   Do it, baby.

Do you know what your calling is?  Do you practice it? Would you like to and don't see how?



June 07, 2007

A really, really high-quality brownie.

The clever women over at Smart Bitches have a great post up this morning: What kind of food would a romance author be....?

A few favorites:

Laura Kinsale: Saffron. Rare and exclusive, but packs a huge wallop when used.

Anne Stuart: Dark, dark chocolate with random habaneros hidden inside.

Doughnut: JR Ward. Jhelli philled dhoughnutz, phull of ahngzt, pain and sadism--oops, sorry, zsadism, all skull-shaped with frosting fangs and tiny candy shitkicker boots, trying really hard to look hardcore and scary, but DUDE. It’s a DOUGHNUT. Sure, it’s tasty. It may be a Voodoo Doughtnut, even, and God knows Candy’s fond of those things--in fact, she loves them so much, she got married in the store. But c’mon. They’re DOUGHNUTS, PEOPLE. GET A GRIP.

And one I liked quite a lot, actually: 

Barbara Samuel: A really, really high-quality brownie. Deceptively simple ingredients, but incredibly dense and delicious.

Go read the whole post, and don't skip the comments.  Particularly the one about cheese.


PS  I'm not picking on JR Ward.  Not my kind of novel, so I don't read her.  The parody is what's funny. 

June 05, 2007

Lovely sugar

I have a taste for sugar.  I know, I know, it's the Evil Enemy these days, especially with low-carb diets, but I'm never going to give it up for an imitation.  Sugar is beautiful. It tastes good.   All by itself, it isn't terribly high in calories (15 calories per teaspoon).   I have a friend who once threatened to put my sugar habits in a book, they were so stylized and precise. Since then, I've cut way back, but I still love the real thing, especially turbinado or raw sugar, all grainy and sparkly and brown.   It adds such great flavor to a cup of coffee.

Which is why I'm happy to point you to a post on Paris Breakfasts.  She's posted some fantastic photos of sugar presentations in Paris, along with a link to Can a suc, (sorry, can't figure out how to put the accent in), which is such a treat you really just have to go see it for yourself.   It's in French, but that doesn't matter. 

June 02, 2007

Just another eye-splittingly beautiful day in Colorado

Or:  A writer HAPPILY afoot again

After my knee injury in March, I've had a slow grumpy recovery, but the past few weeks, it's been getting better very fast.  I'm happy to report I hiked long this morning--a trail called section 16, which is a vigorous six mile loop.  A few twinges, but really---SO much better.   

A few photos for your viewing pleasure:
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An hour in, and the end of the steep test....







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Looking back toward the east.




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A wildflower.  But also, that should give you a hint at the grade.









And here is a little boon from the blizzard year--flowers, flower, flowers!!

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This is a little fuzzy, but it's the color that's so amazing.






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This is a trail that runs along the Front Range, called the Santa Fe trail.  Not the historical trail, mind you, but a good trail nonetheless.  Not challenging, just long and peaceful walking or running.  Lots of runners love this trail.


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Like sunshine.






Happy weekend.  What beauty is showing up in your world?

June 01, 2007

The Living Novel

Obviously, I have too much time on my hands and should go back to work in some kind of serious way, since mainly I wander from yoga class to planting poppies to reading blogs and blogs and blogs.  This morning, while looking for a link to a book I enjoyed madly and want to recommend to you, I stumbled into a discussion of men and women, literary and commercial novels.  At the heart, a group of five young, male, literary novelists, Erica Jong, and Jennifer Weiner. 

I know, strange bedfellows. But that's the point.

From New York Magazine. A discussion of male literary novelists, young and upcoming and celebrated:

Reviews and awards don’t translate into sales, and the incessant touring is a grind. Wray’s arduous raft journey down the Mississippi to promote his second novel, Canaan’s Tongue, was written up in the Times; according to BookScan, the book sold 1,300 copies in the States.

In an essay for The Huffington Post, Erica Jong wrote:

Jeffrey Eugenides had his moment, then Jonathan Franzen and Jonathan Safran Foer. But the chair for the Serious Novelist is rarely held for new women novelists -- unless they are from India, Iran, Iraq, China or other newsworthy countries. American women novelists are more often bracketed as genre writers -- in chick lit, romance, mystery or historical fiction -- and quickly dismissed.

Critics have trouble taking fiction by women seriously unless they represent some distant political struggle or chic ethnicity (Arundhati Roy, Nadine Gordimer and Kiran Desai come to mind). Of course, there are exceptions, like Annie Proulx and Andrea Barrett. But they tend to write about "male" subjects: ships, cowboys, accordions.....deep down, the same old prejudice prevails. War matters; love does not. Women are destined to be undervalued as long as we write about love. To be generous, let's say the prejudice is unconscious. If Jane Austen were writing today, she'd probably meet the same fate and wind up in the chick lit section. Charlotte Brontë would be in romance, along with her sister Emily.

To which Jennifer Weiner replied

It's more than a little odd to see Jong hoisting this particular banner, given that it's her peers who've been the quickest to use the term chick lit as a perjorative, to put younger writers in their place, to dismiss their work as silly fluff and suggest that their readers should be engaging with more meaningful texts (said texts typically written by them, or their peers)....

Jong faults my peers' diminished expectations. I give them credit for healthy pragmatism. She sees a bunch of meek, weak sisters, too cowed to make a fuss over what our books get called and where they get shelved. I see something sly and subversive -- a genre that's going to profit in the long run by being beneath the notice of the critics, where women's work always seems to land, and where it almost always seems to flourish.

I'd take this one step further: it doesn't matter what the critics think.  As The Long Tail author Chris Anderson says, we've left the age of The Expert and entered the age of filters and recommendations, which means we're all experts.   

The young male novelists striving for the chair of Serious Novelist by writing what Orson Scott Card calls "litfic" (a term that puts it firmly alongside other genres in a way I smugly like, because literary novels are simply another genre, with particular expectations and sensibilities, neither better or worse) are one sort of expert.  I'm glad they're writing those books.  I'm glad the outlet exists. I rather enjoy reading literary novels at times, though I prefer a novel that takes itself less seriously (just as I prefer humans and religions and presidents who don't take themselves too seriously).  My aspirations were entirely aimed toward writing about women, their lives and ideas and issues and concerns, and I realized very early that I would never be able to write about those things in Old Boy Land, but I'm glad that the market exists for them.  It breaks my heart that any writer should work that hard on a book and on promotion and still not sell many copies.  Thank heaven that university positions and writing conferences exist to help support them.  Thank God there are so many outlets for writers these days.  A productive writer is so much finer a human being than a thwarted, nutty one.

Jong, who has written for the feminist edge for many years, exploring the life of a woman of her particular generation is an expert (and celebrated) in another world.  She has traditionally written a lot about a non-domestic life and the freedom of women to explore sexual and creative choices, and because of her generation, she still aspires for recognition from the Old Boys, even as she has disdained it.  Considering the context she was given to work with, an understandable position.  Weiner is part of a younger generation of women writers who are less concerned--maybe not at all concerned--with the opinion of the Old Boys, but would like respect from the Old Girls.   (Who have been particularly brutal about Chick Lit for reasons I never quite understand.  It's a perfectly legitimate subject matter for a novel: the trials and tribulations of a young woman trying on hats until she finds the life path she is meant to follow.  Some of it is flawed, of course, but so is a lot of everything else.) 

But in truth, the Expert Opinions, the Old Boys and Old Girls don't really matter anymore.  For my part, I'd like to see writers--anyone engaged in the devoted pursuit of storytelling in whatever form--stop bashing each other.  I love young, male literary lions.  I love Old Guard grizzled Boys, and the New Guard in all its forms.  Litfic, romances, chick lit, science fiction and fantasy, mysteries, women's fiction--love them in a certain mood.  All I ask of a fellow writer is a passion for getting his or her own truth on the page in a form that most perfectly serves the work

The Expert doesn't matter anymore. Even publishing, that venerable old guard, is falling to the democratization of an educated populace who choose what they feel is interesting, relevant and important. Relevance is key to this idea--the vast majority of readers find relevance in what the New York Review of Books says is worth reading.  It has no meaning in their lives.   We're all the New York Times Review of books. 

In that spirit, I review novels for Bookpage, and this is one I loved this month:

Shoe1 The Shoe Queen
 

By Anna Davis
Pocket, $14
400 pages
ISBN 9781416537359

From the blurb:

1920s Paris. The ‘Crazy Years’. English society beauty Genevieve Shelby King parties till dawn with the artists and writers of bohemian Montparnasse. She has a rich husband, a glamorous apartment and an enormous shoe collection. But there is something hollow at the centre of Genevieve’s charmed life.

When she spots a pair of unique and exquisite shoes on the feet of her arch rival one night, her whole collection – indeed, everything she has – seems suddenly worthless. The exclusive designer Paolo Zachari, renowned for his fabulous shoes and his secretive life, hand-picks his clients according to whim. And Zachari has determined to say no to Genevieve.

As her desire for the pair of unobtainable shoes develops into an obsession with their elusive creator, Genevieve’s elaborately designed life comes under threat, and she is forced to confront the emptiness at its heart.

Genevieve is not, at first, a particularly likable heroine. She's part of that languid post-War British upper class that can be so awful. She is selfish and shallow and obsessed with shoes, using her wealthy American husband to get away from her family and to Paris, where she hopes to make her mark as a poet.  As the layers of Genevieve's life peel away, however, the reader begins to understand that she is  a product of her times, and has been forced into situations that would be intolerable for any woman of spirit and passion--and we discover that far from being shallow (or perhaps in addition to it), she is a woman of rare spirit. A sensual and decadent novel, with one of the most refreshingly evocative backdrops I've had the pleasure of reading in a long time. 

So, experts, what have you read that I should read? And what do you think of this whole debate?